There is a moment; a moment in time when everything falls into place and it doesn’t matter what you believe. Suddenly you know, and the knowing makes all of the difference. It all makes sense; all of it. Everything that you’ve been railing against finally slips into its niche and you can see for yourself why things are unfolding the way they are.
There are people who stuggle all their lives to reach this moment, and there are people who were born knowing. Sometimes it comes to you in a rush of trupets and buglehorns, or with the happy bumbling of a playful puppy. But sometimes it comes upon you gently; a gradual knowing that suddenly blossoms like a rose opening itself up in the morning light. And sometimes; sometimes it steals into your heart like a lover’s kiss and leaves a searing mark on your very soul.
The important thing is that you have finally experienced this moment for yourself, and once you have, it doesn’t matter what anyone says or does, that moment can never be taken away from you. People can make fun of you until they are blue in the face and you’ll just smile and shrug it off. They can demand proof that what you say is true and argue their point until the cows come home and you find yourself sitting back and smiling at their enthusiasm. They can claim that it is all in your head and that you must be suffering from some sort of mental illness and you’ll l augh.T
The knowledge that comes in that moment; that knowing; it doesn’t make you better than anyone else. It doesn’t make you smarter or more worthy. It doesn’t get you any brownie points with any deity. It simply marks a rather momenteous milestone on your own personal journey; one that you will wish that you could share with everyone that will listen, but which you will instinctively understand can only be experienced in order to be truly understood.
Somewhere in the space between one blink of your eyes and the next;
When your heart is poised between heartbeats;
It is there that awakening occurs.
In that moment you open your eyes and the world has changed;
completely, totally and irrevocably.
You are seeing everything for the first time and exactly as it is.
And when your heart deigns to beat again
The wonder of it breaks you wide open.